Thursday, December 16, 2010

Choose what is best

So, there are a lot of things happening in my life. I went on my first date ever and IT SUCKED! really bad! I hated it... but at least I eat yummy food. I dont ever want to go on a date again. Work has been good. We are still in the old building but enjoying it. I gained weight and now I look huge from my butt! yeah! weird but true. Im trying to lose that weight, and I will.

Well this post is because I have something that Im dying to do and Im dying to say but I cant! I cant! because if I do it I may lose something very valuable to me... something that I am not willing to lose... something it was very hard for me to get and I am not willing to lose it again. At the same time, I feel like Im killing myself inside and it is hard! it is really hard to contain those things inside and not say something about it... is like asking me not to laugh! jajaja... So hard. But I choose what I have now... even though I want something else, I rather have whatever I have than to lose it all.

Solo yo me entiendo

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