Faith

So, today at church they talked about faith. It was a nice class and they basically talked about faith in Jesus Christ. It was an awesome class but I while I am in class Im always trying to think in ways I can improve whatever they are talking about, today it was faith. So I was thinking where is my faith failing. And I realized that I don't have faith in people. Yes! as you read it! I don't have faith in people. People have hurt me so much for the past... I don't know, 24! years of my life... that sometimes I don't give them the chance to be my friends and get to know me. That is just because I don't have faith in them! I'm always afraid that they'll hurt me! or leave me! as all my best friends have left me before (This is not an offense to anybody! is just they leave... either to their country or they just aren't part of my life anymore). For this reason I created so many walls in my life, in my personality, that I don't let people see the real me! Which is sad, because I'm an amazing person! JAJAJJAJAJAJA (I'm totally kidding) But you know, I don't give people a chance to get to know me. So today I got the impression that I need to work more on that, to have more faith in people and give them a chance to know me and give me a chance to know them as well. I realized that Im the one pushing people away because I dont trust them enough to get closer to me! and everytime I "got" hurt by someone is because I made that happen! UHHHH sounds horrible! first time I think about that and it kind of sucks! But it is the truth! So, FAITH! I need more faith in people!!! And I'll start working on that right away! :)

Well... that's what I thought today in RS. I loved the class. I love going to church. I think my mind is like a sponge right now and it is absorbing everything I'm learning. I love being a mormon! It makes me so happy, it makes me feel unique, and different, and it brings so much joy to my life. I drift apart from my church at a point in my life, and I think that was the most miserable time of my life! and that will never NEVER happen again. Im so happy with the gospel, that's is the most valuable thing I have right now... and I know! that if I do everything Im supposed to do, I'll be fine :)

Yeyy

Cosas por la que estoy agradecida hoy
1) For awesome classes at church that makes me ponder and reflect about my life... and helps me to be better
2) For being a mormon!